LETTER FOR MY SON...

Dear.my son....

I just want you to know..how proud i'm of you. I'm glad that we have the mother and son relationship..and that you know you can trust me and talk to me about anything.

I'm not the perfect the mother..I've made my mistakes and i know those mistakes have hurt you and i'm so sorry and i hope you can forgive me for those. But i know one thing that i don't regret is.. having you when i did. I'm honored to be the one who saw your first step...hear your first words. There's so many things that i've watched you do that just surprise to me..

I know that you will go far in this life..to discover the world of your own..but please know that i'll be with you no matter where you go and that i'll be there anytime and anywhere you may need me.

You are my heart..my soul..my life and my world.

I love you my son very much...and i just want to thank you for the best years of my life

DREAMS...

I hold in my hand this dream...

The dream of tomorrow..the hopes for today..

and a smile to brighten my way...

It's not easy to know which path you follow..

Which decision you make..or what you do..

But..life is series of new hopes..new days..and changes that come to you..

I'm thankful everyday just to be alive..

I'm thankful everyday for everything i have experienced..

I'm thankful everyday for all the tears i cried..

I'm thankful everyday for the pain i have known..

And I'm thankful everyday for all the blessing that God had given to me....

LOSING SOMETHING..

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost...

Sometimes..you love something so much that it hurt  to leave it..

Sometimes..it hurt too much to hold on to that something you love..

And sometimes..you let go of what you love because it hurt..

but then ..you get it back..

Often times..we say goodbye to the person you love without wanting to..

Though that doesn't mean that we've stopped loving them..

or we've stopped to care..

Sometimes..good bye is painful way to say " I LOVE YOU"...

MISSING YOU..

I miss you even more that i could believed..

I miss you so much...

If i hadn't met you..i wouldn't like you..

If i hadn't like you..i wouldn't miss you..

But i did..and i do...

And if i can't have you at least i was able to know i had you..

I fear that someday time would keep us apart..

And you might forget about me..

But before it happens..i hope that you have felt..even for a single chance,

that i have cared for you..best way i know..

You maybe out of my sight..but you never out of my mind..

And there's still a place in me where a part of you ..

will always be a part of me....